I used to like a girl (half japanese/half hong kong) when i was in grade 3, then she suddenly left the school without a notice. Only recently i know from my friend that she was involved in a fight with another girl, the girl cut her face so deep that it left a scar on her face, man do i feel bad for her, even though i didnt see her in about 14 years, i really hope she fully recovers and continue to enjoy her life. She is a very quiet girl, despite she loves to play wolfenstein-3d, i sometimes talk to her about the game. However, she is not very talkative though, and always seems to be in a bad mood.
When she left the school for apparent no reason, i was so sad, i always thought she was just sick and then decided to change school in the next summer, i never thought it was that serious. Too bad i dont even have a picture of her now, when we take the class photo, she was absent due to illness.
and god, i should have said i like her, why didnt i do that? what an idiot! I used to be shy guy, i just dont want to make her mad by saying the wrong thing in the wrong moment, so i didnt talk too much to her. She is one of the few reason why i was happy to go to school though, its very stressful to go to hk school, i usually have to work nonstop after school from about 2pm to 9-10pm in the evening. Although i have my own life now, i still miss her from time to time and would like to see her again, most likely i couldnt though. sigh
(once again sorry for the randomness, i just want to spill it out)
